THE WORLD ACCORDING TO ME

BLESSED

2009-05-09T18:38:00.000-07:00

Well a couple of months ago some dear friends gave Jennifer and me $1,ooo because they really felt God wanting them to help us out. At first I was like cool, we can make a big payment on some of the debt we have built up trying to pay for adoption and just different things relating to the girls, but I really felt God telling me to hold on to it so I did. At the same time Jennifer and I had been trying to figure out a way to afford a second vehicle more gas friendly, something we could go to fresno more for church and for friends. Earlier this week a friend of ours calls us up and tells us that they need to sell their car. They our asking $1250 but if we wanted it they would sell it to us for $1000. Wow, how awesome is God. Me in my human mind had been trying to figure out a way to afford a car and had not really even prayed about and God just decide to basically give us one. The faithfulness of God is really an amazing thing. This whole thing has been such a great reminder to me that Gods wants to bless His children so much, but how often do I screw it up by trying to figure things out in a humanistic way. Well thats all for now.

Jade's Songs

2009-04-21T21:09:00.000-07:00

So I have a couple interesting songs on my play list right now and I'll tell you why. Jade loves them and because she loves I love them. So for those who thought plain white ts was alittle wierd for me there you go. Any time we get in our truck to go anywhere she always asks for delilah or for I love you song and then proceeds to sing or hum to it when I play it. I can't help but fall in love with more and more every time it happens.

long time no words

2009-04-21T20:48:00.000-07:00

So its been a while since I updated people on whats going on so here it is. In January we got a phone call telling us if we wanted Jade's little sister we needed to come get here the next day and within 24 hours we had her. Her name is Meranda and she is amazing. She has beautiful blue eyes and is crawling everywhere. Her hair is starting to grow slowly so we cant really tell what color its going to be. sometimes its red sometimes blonde sometimes brown and sometimes any combo of two of those. Since then it has just been crazy. Life really nothing to out of the ordinary just life. Anyway thats it for now hopefully I'll be on here more often.

life lost

2009-04-21T20:28:00.000-07:00

well i dont really know where to start. Ive lost someone. Someone that at one time was as close to me as a brother. Someone that at one time I spent almost every day with and did everything with. Someone who knew me so well. Someone who I joked with laughed with cried with and shared life with. Then life happened and we grew apart far apart. I wasnt at his wedding I havent meet his kids I general know nothing about the man he was when he died and now I will never get the chance to. Life is confusing sometimes. I really cant put in to words what i feeling I just know that I hurt. I hurt in a way Ive never hurt before. I feel emotions that I cant describe. Ive cried more in the last week then I have in probably the last 10 years plus. But I guess thats life. We take it for granted. We really dont even think about it until its to late sometimes and for me its to late. I will never get to talk to him again. Never get to catch up. I will never get the chance to tell him how much he meant to me. Never get to tell him that every thing is alright. Never get the chance to apologize for things said. Never. Its over, another life lost, so what have I learned. I guess Ive learned that you really have no control over anything. You never know when your time is up. I realized that I had better let the people who mean the most to me know it before I cant. I had better learned to get over things quicker. Keep short accounts and realize that life is just to short for alot of the crap I carry with me every day of my life. I guess Ive learned that life is such a huge blessing that I take for granted so often. Im still trying to figure alot things. Im still trying to deal with some emotions. I dont really think I will ever be the same hopefully for the better. I hope I learn all I can from this so I dont have to feel like this again. I hope I never have to lose someone without having the chance to make sure things are alright. I dont really know how to end this so I will probably just stop. I will stop because I really have no idea what else to say other then this.

Rest in Peace
Michael Haynes

posted on myspace 4/2/09

life is unfair

2008-11-24T20:34:00.000-08:00

I was remembering a time when a gay guy really annoyed the piss out of me and I realized that if I was the kind of guy who just decked people I would have been charged with a hate crime even though him being gay had nothing to do with why I would have decked him. What happened to being able to just deck someone and just having to deal with battery charges and not hate crimes.

stereotypes according to me

2008-11-24T20:31:00.000-08:00

I was thinking about stereotypes the other day and this is what I came up with.
Blacks are lazy
Mexicans are illegal
Wives are controlling
Just thought it was interesting.

NCAA Football

2008-10-05T09:59:00.000-07:00

Well SC has done it again just when everyone is saying that they are overrated they go out and kick the crap out of a very good OU team. And on a side note Fresno State are you kidding me you almost and should have beat Wisconsin just to get beat by a pitiful Hawaii team. Typical Fresno pissing away talent. I wonder just how much longer Fresno will put up with such a joke of a team.

CORRECTION

2008-10-02T18:56:00.000-07:00

I feel the need to explain my last post. It seems some of those who read this thought by saying that my baby girl made me the happiest guy in the world that my wife had been replaced or something to that effect. Anyway to explain my wife has given my life a certain type of happiness, this combined with my baby girl who gives another type of happiness makes me the HAPPIEST guy in the world.

Happy Man

2008-09-29T20:10:00.000-07:00

My little girl is the most amazing thing to ever happen to me. I love her to pieces and she truly makes me the happiest man in the world.

DISAPPOINTMENT

2008-09-29T20:08:00.000-07:00

Well USC did it again. Just when you think they are going to dominate they try to play a game with their heads up their butts. Oh well thats football I guess.

close one

2008-09-18T20:55:00.000-07:00

all im going to say about the collision at coliseum is ohio state who??
USC 35 OSU 3

#1 FIGHT ON !!

TREOS

2008-09-07T09:58:00.000-07:00

well I just started listening to a new to me band called the receiving end of sirens or TREOS anyway their pretty good so if you get the chance you should check them out.

# 1

2008-09-02T20:37:00.000-07:00

the polls are finally correct. the USC Trojans are ranked #1 in both polls so all is well in college football. fight on!